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Monday, April 13, 2009, 8:56 PM

depressed. very.

my heart feels very weighed down. a lot of complicated matter in a day. i had enough, and i get more. Seriously. I don't like this change in me. i become this super emo and depressed person that tries to be happy and smile but is like crying in the inside. Feeling like the whole world is forsaking me. Though i know God will still be there for me. That's a assurance. i Found out that at the end of the day, the person that really is with you, comforts you, took care of you for your whole life has been God. You only get to experienced it when you hit rock-bottom. I HATE THIS FEELING. i feeling like screaming out loud.

Saying your true feelings in front of a person that you are very pissed off with is hard. I DON'T HAVE THE COURAGE.

C'mon gloria, buck up. God will always be there for you. Do not care about this worldly complicated stuffs. This is all part of Devil's ploy. I SHALL NOT FALL FOR IT. i will just take life as it goes. Thanks to Kellie and Xinyuan, who tried to cheer me up. Love you guys <3