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Tuesday, March 15, 2011, 12:33 AM

I just want to drop this pretense.
I am not even sure what is my true self anymore.
I have just seem to create so many different mes, that the real me is just lost in the middle.


Ohgosh what's wrong with me.
All I want is the real me back.
But I am not sure where it has gone.
It slips back here and there.

Really damn tired from this multi-faceted personality I have.

And seriously sometimes when I try to play things down I'm just boiling with anger within.
I am just like trying to please everyone.

Sigh, maybe being an high I , I really crave for that much approval from people.