Okay after getting into a car accident today, I am ever more determined to post my will/idk-what-is-this called somewhere so people feel more comforted or something if I die suddenly and I can account for my life that I have lived.

I am pretty serious about this okay, although it seems like a joke (^^;)


Oh if anyone is fretting over how am I after the car accident I can only say thank God I didn't sat at the position my dad usually wants me to sit at so the car is more balanced.
Or else idk whether I can be typing here hmm.

Textbooks & Notes- Whoever who needs/wants them, please take it okay they are like my prized possessions because they are pretty & untouched as I am pretty anal about my notes. PLEASE JUST ASK MY MUM FOR THEM, DON'T LET THEM BE INCINERATED.

(Wish I could use pretty english like my big bro but whatever for now my lingual skills just aren't as awesome T.T)

Hmm i-touch - I would like to give it to Priscilla HAHA or probably you can share it with Pang since both of you love to change my wallpaper so much you two can change it for all you like now.

My phone - Family: Just trade it in and get money HAHA

Stuffs in my wallet- Kpop photos to be given to whoever that wants them and all my Polaroids are from Yixian so I shall give them back to Yixian too ^^ Neoprints...burn it along with my coffin lol that's sad, okay maybe whoever that wants a "piece" of me can take it HAHA

Barney specs - Priscilla/Pang you can take it.

My bible - Vivian Ma HAHA

Clothes- Whoever that wants it please take them. Kel dear, you can have my "YOU CAN BE MY OTHER BOYFRIEND" shirt.

Calculator- Laomao, take it and get 100 for Math!!!

Accessories- Michy Leong since you have so many you can have more of them （￣ー￣）

Shoes - JLJM, but you probably wouldn't want them even if they fit you lol plus you have so many new cool kicks.

TPC - Family: Trade it in but save all my stuff on a USB and give it to someone who wants it ;;

Neopets Acc - Jiehui

Choir Scores - Jierong HAHA


Everything else, miscellaneous - To all my friends I am honestly too lazy to name here but I honestly ♥ every single one of you even if you are just an acquaintance okay!! Not everyone has the privilege to know me and have me love them so much.

Sigh idk about the people I have liked before, on whether should I tell my friends to tell these lucky/unlucky guys that I have really liked them from the bottom of my broken heart before in case it freaks the hell out of them since this would be after I die but please rest assure them I won't be coming back to haunt them just because they didn't return my feelings or what HAHA I would be blessing them for their love life in heaven.

As for my friends, I really loved each and everyone of you I can't say this enough but honestly it was a pleasure to know every single one of you and how each of you shine & create awesome memories. Idk how many of you get to see my matured side (honestly it exists) but as for my crappy side, I hope you guys had as much fun with me as I had with you. Thank you to every single one of you muah muah muah~ ♥

Loved ones ^^, please don't cry too much for me okay or maybe I am thinking too much ;; Daddy, Mummy, and my great bros, I thank God for being born into such a great family. Admist tears, laughter, arguments, door bangings, fights, I am really, really glad and happy and elated and exhilarated to be a family with you guys. May God bless you all if I ever die young I promise to look over you guys in heaven (if I am allowed there) Don't miss me too much okay, promise to live for God's purpose in your lives. At least, there would be eczema no more!! (*^▽^*) As for my relatives, all my aunts and uncles, cousins, nieces and nephews, really ♥ each and every of you very much, thanks for everything up till then, created brilliant memories with each and every of you. For those who haven't believed in the Almighty all-loving God yet, please do so asap HAHA ^^

To everyone else I have known, thank you and you should thank me too :)

Of course this would be the worse case scenario since I really wish to get married to someone God has planned for me and have cute kids.

I wish for my funeral to be like my fifth aunt's one if this scenario ever happens.
The funeral was beautiful despite the strong sorrow felt from her passing.

“让这个世界，因为有了我二有一点点小小的差别" - <那些年，我们一起追的女孩〉

Okay this is so melancholic ;;
I honestly hope this doesn't happen but life is in God's hands right?
He gives & he takes.

But I hope to be able to live for God before this ever happens.
Therefore, I really have to give my all because honestly idk when I will ever take my last breath on earth.
For hope for the everlasting life is far better than worrying over this right?

But if I die young, idk if I want to be buried under a bed of roses okay.　ヽ（´ー｀）┌

Just remember, I ♥ all of you~!

Sorry if I have ever hurt anyone of you with my words or actions I might have meant harm towards you back then but please forgive me alrights! ><

Alrights enough of this for now :)
じゃね！(＾▽＾)