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Syndrome
Thursday, December 15, 2011, 12:13 AM

HAHA I guess this is the perfect place to express my thoughts and such although there's a risk.
Anyways, it's too public on Tumblr, and text posts seems to fit in with Blogger/Wordpress style more.

Withdrawal syndrome from camp ;~;
But I finally learnt that I should not be exposed to killer smiles and I would get heart palpitations at night and lose sleep sobs.
Anyways, this year's combined LCS camp was really much better than last year.
Got to bond with dorm mates and have our girl's talk.
& bond with JCC-ians too ^^
Of course, the words of God!

Tbh, I am worried for my survival every single day.
Because thinking about it, you never know when God intend for you to join him.
So while I have the chance to still be on Earth with everyone else, I should really try my best to live for God's purpose.
全心摆上 :)

Well, gotta start living.
I don't even have a life goal sigh.
Should honestly seek God much more often since we have received from him something we did not deserve.
Where would you find thy great love? T.T

Speaking of love, sigh.
It's back to the issue of killer smiles. (*´▽`*)
Well, probably a infatuation that would die off soon.
But I think I hid it pretty well lol.
Before letting off some subtle hints to Pris, she couldn't guess it eh ^^
Maybe because it's been 6 years already.
Even if it has been 6 years, I've been doing nothing and just living in the past memories lol.

2011's coming to an end.
Dreading Sec4 life, but honestly really looking forward to 2012.
2011 has been a year that has really given me lots of shit, but I learnt to make shitcakes out of it. Seriously.
If I had to really just recall all the unfortunate events that happened this year, it's plain misery.
But what is the point on focusing on all this miserable events that happened, and lose focus on the great future right up ahead.
I should pray to God sincerely about getting that scholarship to Japan to major in Social Sciences.
Let's see how it goes then~ ∩( ・ω・)∩

God bless ♥