"Ms Loo is the first Maths teacher that by far, had said that my maths was "usually v.good"
Getting the lowest for Mock Prelims in P6, failing or not being able to score well under LWK.
No maths teacher would say that "Oh gloria, you have the potential to get a distinction in Maths."
Thank you Ms Loo.
Though many said it was a easy paper, and a near borderline A1 is not a very significant achievement.
You brought out the potential in me to ever score a distinction in Maths.
Though those many stupid careless mistakes were still made.

Now, that you are leaving.
I am numb.
No more maths remedial sessions where you show us the extremely cute sides of you.
No longer shall we see badmans, doraemons or transformers.
No more "Gloria ah, got do corrections anot ah?"

No more baby-ish Ms Loo.
Ms Loo is by far, the best and most awesome Maths teacher I have ever seen.
G2 and C3, under her got 1st and 2nd among the classes.
I mean C3, though we were 2nd, we were SECOND LAST last year.

Numb feelings.
I don't deserve such scores.
But as for Chinese and English, I really believed at least I could score an B3/A2-1 for these two.
But Chinese Paper 1 : 46.5/90 Paper 2 : 70.5
TOTAL: 58.5

If I am screwing HCL up, I should just kill myself.

ENGLISH WAS THE WORST.
My best subject last year became my worst this year.
56.

4As. 2Cs.
I guess it's still ok considering it most were cramming.
Cramming works better than mugging to me I guess.

To those depressed:
Cheer up~ There's still EOYs to work hard for!"

HAHAHA the title of the above post was "The Only Exception"

Okay and under the respawn of Ms Loo,
Finally got a distinction for Math in a major exam since 2010.
That's actually quite depressing.

This may come off as bragging but probably just need to get it off my chest.
Really, really thankful to those who have helped me all along & especially God's faithfulness,
MANAGED TO OBTAIN DISTINCTIONS FOR BOTH MATH.
Even though I totally didn't deserve it.
But it at least convinces me that I have the potential to be "usually very good" at math.

Okay even if the papers were easy & compared to the rest of the class, I under-performed.
As an individual, I think I have gone beyond my own expectations.

Probably shouldn't whine about my other grades, but there's always that but.
So...I am still gonna whine about it.
I know it's really insensitive of me to whine about it in front of others since it's already alright, but idk at the end of the day it's still the matter of whether I've surpassed myself.
Combined humans was always my strongest subject.
There was even that possibility of being first in level for it and receiving the award during Speech Day just to figure out that I lost out in decimal places.
And I flopped really badly for SS this year.
& my History grades are dropping too.
I think it's due to my irresponsibility and my stupid pompous;arrogant attitude.
Always trying to smoke out the teachers by writing one paragraphs, hoping it would work out.
Well, it did work out last year but no longer this year.
So the combination of a borderline B3 & A2 was a B3, which was not what I had in mind.
But...always be thankful eh?
So, I am glad to receive such results.

Okay the controversial issue of Literature.
Got 20 for the essays Ms.T marked.
I really,really feel that I should not be getting the 20 for one of the essay.
I can't help but feel that because I've always been rather consistent in my lit work this year, Ms.T was more lenient towards me for that essay since she expects me to be able to produce that quality no matter what.
Was silently begging that they will not photocopy my essays when they talk about photocopying essays.
That sounds proud..but there is that possibility since a 20/25 for an essay doesn't come by easily.
Everyone will probably read it and think "And she got a 20/25 for this?" ;;
On the other hand, I think Mr M was rather strict on me HAHA
But it's my own fault for stubbornly sticking with passage just because I thought the odds would be in my favour if I did passage.
It was more of courting my own death please.
BUT HE DIDN'T ACCEPT MY LAYERED DISCUSSION ;;

Languages were just pfft.
Full of shit seriously, allow me to be crude.
The lowest out of the bunch of subjects.
English comprehension is usually my forte, but it always fails me during major exams.
Did pretty badly for Chinese P2 as compared to last year's EOYs.
Contributed the most to my lackluster L1R5.

Biology was rather alright considering my efforts but I just wished it could have been better if I was willing to put in more effort instead of getting distracted.
Chemistry was just serious bullshit too, although I did improve by leap and bounds compared to last year.
I guess I got complacent because for all the tests I could scrape pass with an A1 with cramming so I thought it would work out the same way.
No shit man, you reap what you sow.
So a B4 was what I sow.
AND NOW MY CHEMISTRY IS MORE FAIL THAN MY BIOLOGY HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE ASDJDSGKDSGSDJFADSJ
But the funny thing was for bio, my paper 1 pulled up the entire score (P1>P2(A)>P2(B))
And for chem, it's the direct opposite heh (P2(B)>P2(A)>P1)

Feels great to vent and get it off my chest although there is no one reading it. ;~;
This sounds damn superficial HAHA going on and on about grades and all.
But that's who I am and I guess I have to accept myself for who I am now and work on it.
Awwwww little Gloria is growing up from her childish thinkings.
I really love my 14 year old self though, albeit I was still striving to create an identity for myself.
But at least it doesn't sound as repulsive as last time, back before 2009.
Still striving to make my mark now.

Onwards, towards O's!
I have no clear target, but I really, really do not want to have any regrets.

Already feeling pretty overwhelmed with regrets over mid years, but really thankful to God, my supportive friends and family for helping me to achieve major improvement and attain reasonable grades at least ^^

END OF SUPERFICIAL DISCUSSION HAHA.



#special dedication to aika&gaki ♥♥♥